our story

"take me to your heart 

take me to your soul

give me your hands before i'm old

show me what love is

haven't got a clue

show me that wonders can be true

they say nothing last forever

we're only here today

love is now or never

bring me far away.."

i think we're on the last chapter of our story.

it shouldn't have ended this way.

i'm sorry.

*no mood to do anything.

kecewa

frustrated.disappointed.

u lost nothing,

while i lose everything.

still trying to hold the tears.

still lying to myself.

i create false hope just to put my heart at ease.

but,

it makes no difference.

what's broken will remain broken.

so long...

dah lama x update blog.

hmm..

xda idea agaknya nak update,

walaupun byk ja benda y jd sejak2 cuti sem.

~i lost my tok :'(

~i didnt get any job since cuti sem ni agak lama.

so, i spent this sem break hanging out with my mom at home =..='

how cool is that?

like seriously, very cool!

=..='

selain drpd dah hafal suma show y ada kat tv,

ak jugak dah success dlm menambahkan lemak2 tepu dlm badan.

great! 

final oh exam!

like last 2 sems,

this sem i might be using the same strategy:

last-minute-study!

oh my!guess that's the only way.

i missed everything!

yeah!i missed everything!

RAMADHAN:

nothing special except that ak blk tiap2 minggu utk berbuka dgn family ak :) 

ok2, first time berpuasa sbg nr student.

agak sep la coz dpt masak sendiri kat umah.

SYAWAL:

syawal kali ni agak meaningful la..hehe

sbb hairy dtg beraya for the first time ever.

so, my parents officially dah kenal hairy :)

FINAL:

hate to post about this, but i think i have to.

let's face this: final is 2 days away.

but, what i have in my mind right now is:

-cita hindustan apa hari ni ah kat tv?ada dua..1 kat tv2, 1 g kat tv3.

ok!i really think that i should stop this already.

focus eda!

other side of penang!

entry ini ditaip ketika mana mata sgt mengantuk dan tubuh terasa lemah.

so, any grammatical or typing errors are expected. :)

seperti y dah dirancangkan, hr ni ak, dayah, ayu berlepas ke pulau.

yup!the other side of penang.

nama ja student uitmpenang kn, tp jln blah pulau mmg hampeh la.

sbb xpenah pegi pun.haha.

berbekalkan restu ibu ayah msg2, seawal jam 8 lbh pg..err,lupa exact time..

kami pun tggu la bas.

tggu pya tggu, naik bas.then, tggu lg.tggu feri la pulak kn?

tggu pya tggu, naik feri.

sampai penang, tercangak2 mcm rusa masuk kampung.

errk?tya la abg2 pakcik2 driver bas rapid penang jalan mn nak dituju.
nsb la hr ni km jumpa driver2 y baik2 belaka.
eemm..lost sekejap!
lagu raya y housemate ak cik dayah ni psg agak mengganggu gugat fokus k?hehe.
ok,first.km ke fort cornwallis.taip pandai, tp sebut xbrp pandai.
sini site ayu utk bg commentary.
then, ke masjid kapitan keling.
sini site dayah bg commentary lak.
last, baru ke toy museum kat tanjung bungah.
sini site ak laa.mm..mmg hampeh segala la kn?
ni suma utk carry mark, documentary dah siap,tggal nak burn dlm disc je.
utk adik2 anak2 y lum masuk u, ingat ye..
carry mark sgt penting utk menjamin kejayaan anda.
bukan final semata2.haha.
ok.sekali lg terganggu.
housemate ak cik dayah diiringi dgn lagu raya terjerit2 kegembiraan gara2 lps 1 lg level game luxor.
=..='
xpa dayah, ak phm jerih payah hg nak lps level tersebut.haha.
xsabar nak blk raya, even umah ak dekat ja.
what-a-half-an-hour-journey ditambah dgn pecutan berkuasa dr keta abah ak.
mmg cepat! >.<

assignment oh student! ~

updating blog has been in my list-to-do for these past few days.

ok fine.weeks!

seriously mmg xsempat nak update lgsg.

apatah lg nak blogwalking.

mmg x la kn?

just done with my speaking test for bel just now!

ya ALLAH..harap2 markah mantap2 la ye?

nak dekan lg.. :)

ha,ckp psl dekan,sem ni dinner dekan kat hotel sunway!

*if im not mistaken laa..

insyaALLAH,t leh la upload pic byk2.

coz last dinner xmeriah,xbest pun!

this sem ada dayah,ayu,eka..wahh2!

baru la meriah skit kn?

even dah habis 1 beban,ada lg y menanti...

100 slides presentation tour guide,

dokumentari tour guide,

role play mandarin (skrip pun xwat lg!),

ujian lisan mandarin,

ada lagi..

lepas RAYA..

RAYA ok?ahh..what a meaningless cuti raya!

still got test awaiting.

even lps cuti raya cuma tinggal seminggu je utk masuk kelas then study week..ooppss!

study DAYS! 

then,the BIGgesst challenge of all..

FINAL!

this all education system need-to-finish-study-first-then-only-u-can-get-ur-diploma things are freaking me out! haha

aarrgghh!!

sapa ckp student tourism xstres?stressss ya amat tahu?

put urself in my shoe.

im still thinking..sempat ke nak wat suma keja ni?

haihh.. =..='

~miss u so damn much.but u dont give a damn!