im here~

im here beside u..

dont worry,

everything will be just fine..

keep ur faith to ALLAH 

settle down first,

then text me when u r ready.

ill be there for u,zatie...

buxie~

"terima kasih la eda..

ko bg semangat kat ak"

ak tlg hg ke?

mcm x je..

rasanya x.

eh,x kan?

mmg x la!

hahaha.

btw,no need to thank me.

coz i do nothing.

ak cuma nak tlg je.

yela,muka hg pun ketat ja time present uh,

plus ak mmg minat bel.

taw lak hg ni cita2 ak eh?

bila ak gtaw?

ke ak post kat sini? :)

im ready to help u.

tp bel je la.

y len ak fail!haha

thanx yt! :)

entry hr ni agak jiwang k.

agak2 y ada lemah semangat xyah la bc.haha

current mood : im not giving up!

thanx yt.

u gave me back what i just lost these few days :

semangat nak study!hee.

kan dah janji.

ill try to keep my promises.

tima kasih byk2 ya! 

*credit to mr hairy johari. :)

yesterday

wahh,

semlm ada ldk!

bdk2 uitm konfem taw ni.

tp bes ar sem ni.klas n grup superb ah!haha

ak dah la silap klas..adoiyai..

cr klas xjumpa.

pdhal silap info =..='

tp xpela,

thanx to en izani sbb bg sy join grup27 eh?

nasib la dpt grup bes.

dpt gak la 2,3 org kwn baru.huhu.

hope this new relationship wont fade just like that. :)

last day~

10 final words.

ak xbpe paham,so..

ak assume nak taw apa y ak nak sblm mati la kot eh?

1.nak mengucap.

nak mati dlm iman.

insyaALLAH.

2.kemaafan.

nak mohon kemaafan dr suma org y ak kenal.

xkira la ak penah wat slh atau x.

3.setelkan suma hutang.

bkn apa,xnak bebankan waris ak nti.

rsnya 2 ja kot.

kalo nak describe dgn words mmg xleh la kn?

byk benda y ak nak sblm ak mati.

9th day~

10 ways to win my heart!

wink2! >.<

1.jujur.

haa..penting ni.jgn menipu,

skali tipu..payah dah la ak nak pcya!

2.caring.

amik berat la psl ak kn,xkan ak je nak amik taw psl dia.

3.senyum manissss....

haha,penting ni.

coz im helpless when u smiles. :)

4.xpendiam,xbyk ckp.

kalo diam sgt,ak pun xtaw nak ckp pa.

kalo byk ckp,ak pun xdan nak ckp.

haha.

5.xberkulit cerah!

haha.psl ak gelap gak kot?

tp mmg ak minat y gelap2 skit,xska y cerah!

6.kalo leh la..kalo lehhh...

nak y pakai spek!

haha.on off pun xpa.

xkesah!janji ada spek la.

huhu.

7.tinggi.

at least tinngi skit dr ak.

jgn tggi sgt,xlarat nak mendongak le!hehe,

8.kemas.

xyah la y stylo2 sgt.

pakai skinny ka,pakai eyeliner ka..

u scare me dude!

eerr,scary!

9.rambut hitam.

xska y dye2 ni k?t nak die susah.

haha.melainkan rambut natural warna len.

bonus uh.haha

10.beriman.

haa..y ni plg penting!

nak y leh bimbing ak,

ak perlukan sorg ketua. :)

*y ni semata2 apa y ak harapkan la..

  xsemestinya kita akan dpt apa y kita nak kn?

  tp xpe,most of criteria listed above ak dah jumpa pd hang!

  yala..hang la yt!

  JET'AIME!

get well soon ^^

hm..cam zatie kata la,

bkn setakat sri iskandar ja pns

penang pun hot semcm ja skang!

haihh,time2 cmni la mcm2 penyakit ada.

plg byknya demam la kn?

penyakit malas pun byk

xphm ak! =..='

tp xpa..y mls p klas tu,bdk pandai.

xluak pun kalo dia ponteng kn?

y ngok cam ak ni kena la p klas kn?

btw,

ak duk fb2 td.

wahh2,mcm2 fesyen dah kwn2 lama ak zaman2 skolah dulu.

makin ranggi,makin rock.

xpala.

its their life,the choice r theirs.

ak cmni la.

still the same bored plain girl.

woahaha.yeke?

yela kott..

oh ya!

moga cepat sembuh k?

mr yt...

jgn lupa mam ubat,kalo dah skt sgt bwk2 la p hospital.

xmahal pun. >.<

8th day~

10 of my favourite songs :

1.inconsolable.

bsb.

2.unmistakable.

bsb.

3.helpless when she smiles.

bsb.

4.i still.

bsb.

5.crawling back to u.

bsb.

6.janji.

akim.

7.grenade.

bruno mars.

8.lagu kita.

aizat.

9.no boundaries.

kris allen.

10.show me the meaning of being lonely.

bsb.

ok..ak taw most of the songs lagu bsb.

so what?hahaha.

tp ada few songs y ada sentimental value nya.

eerrk? :)

7th day~

10 important ppl in my life :

1.my mom.

2.my dad.

3.my siblings.my family.

4.my beloved ones.

5.my teachers.

dr kat tadika sampai lec kat u.

6.my bff.besties kat badlishah dulu.

7.my besties here kat penang.

thats all kot.

blur + letih + lapar!

6th day~

10 items or ppl or anything i cant live without :

1.ALLAH.

2.my parents.my family.

3.my beloved ones.

4.my bff *zatie.

my besties.

my frens.

5.my phone.

6.my toshi2.

7.food of course!

8.money.

9.bantal dakap ak. =..='

10.my specky.

its not about the money

menangis ak tgk duit dlm akaun bank islam ak. T.T

sem ni saja ada 2 trip.

utk lodging = 150 per trip.

2 trip = 300.

melayang cam2 je.

duit kuar mcm air.

*tgu esentif je la tiap2 bulan. :(

5th day~

10 wishes aa?

easy..haha

1.grad tourism management dgn cemerlang.

sambung degree tesl.

2.maintain dean list.up pointer.

yeke kalo dpt dekan tiap2 sem xpyh byr ptptn?

3.xpyh bayar ptptn! :)

4.dpt keja y bagus,gaji y mantap.

5.mampu bg apa y mak abah mintak.

mampu capai impian depa.

6.tunaikan haji or umrah 1 family.

7.dapat suami y leh bimbing ak.

anak2 y sihat.ngee.gedik!

8.ada courage utk bwk keta or even moto.

nak lesen ye?

9.jumpa backstreet boys!

woahaha. :)

10.ada life y hepi,dpt wat apa ya ak minat n dlm ms y sama wat mak abah bangga!

i wanna live my dream!

4th day~

10 things i want to say to 1 person n i choose my

superhero dad!

1.iloveyou.

even i never say it directly to abah,i do love u.

2.ineedyou.

u gave me the light when its blackout! :)

3.imissyou.

who says i just miss my mom?i miss u too dad...

4.thanx.

for every single thing that u gave me.including:

sweets,

chocolates,

n all the chikadees2. :)

5.thanx.

for the chances that u had gave to me.including:

when i failed in math subject when i was in form2.

when i only get D for my add math in spm.

6.ill make u proud.

just like what u did.

im proud of u n i hope ull feel the same feeling for me.

7.i used to cry for u.

its the look in ur face when i asked some money to pay the bills.

it makes me sad. 

8.ill make sure that ull retire by the time u should.

i hope that ill get a good job so that u can just rest n enjoy ur time with mom. :)

9.i hope ill be able to send u n mom to perform hajj.

its ur dream.so it will be my responsibility to fulfill it!

10.ill never leave u alone.

whatever ill do with my life later,u n mom will be on the list.FOR SURE!

*kita slalu lupa,bkn mak je y byk berkorban utk kita,tp abah pun sama!

mmg kita xnampak,tp separuh dr kekutan mak utk besarkan kita dtgnya dr abah.

abah y cari rezeki

abah y marah bila kita lalai

abah y pukul bila kita nakal

 abah..kak sayaaannngg abah! :)

awesome frens = awesome days

believe me :

if u have awesome frens,then everyday will be an awesome day!

idk!

tiba2 rs nak blog bout my besties here.

hr ni hr isnin,so everyone decided to puasa sunat la.

even bgn sahur lewat n sempat minum milo jek =..='

klas sampai pukul 6,jalan blk umah ada la dlm 20 minit.

tmbh2 y jalan slow ala2 ak,ayu n dayah ni haa..

dah sampai,varu nak kalut2 masak utk berbuka.

erkk,ak masak?

haha,mmg fail!

y masaknya jat n dayah.ak xpandai.

ak,ayu n tasnim tlg2 cam 2 je la.

tp juadah berbuka hr ni mmg superb ah!

sedap seyh..maybe sbb lapar gak kot!hee.

thanx a lot.

*credit to jatjat afni,my non-girlish girl

dayah ,my braces smiley girl

ayu,my bambam cutey girl

tasnim,my housemate.we get along quite well huh?
nanti kita berbuka sama2 g eh? :)

oh,btw..

miss u zatie!

kiss2 from penang.

3rd day~

10 things i hate:

1.serangga.

ok..ak mmg takut even dia lg kecik pd ak.haha

2.haiwan berkaki 4.

termasuk la kucing,anjing n yang sama waktu dgnnya.

ak pun xtaw napa ak tkt,myb sbb mak abah ak xajar kot men2 dgn kucing2 ni.

\

3.tempat riuhrendah!

eerrgghh!!not my place la..

myb sbb ni kot ak xska lepak2 kat karok

penah p skali dgn kwn2 dulu

tobat dah xterasa nak p lg.

4.sayur + ikan darat.

ak mmg xmkn sayur or ikan2 sungai ni.

xsedap!wekk  >.<

5.org y hipokrit,back-stabbing.

especially kalo kwn ak sendiri.

mmg susah dah nak pcya!

6.longkang.

muahaha.mmg ak sgt2 xska melangkah longkang.

tmbh2 y luas,mmg dayah or ayu la y tlg pgg kn.

kalo x ak sgup jalan jauh2.haha

7.terlalu panas + hujan lebat.

sbb ak cpt pening kpla.

mmg manja skit naa.haha

8.assignment + tutorial.

y ni rasanya ramai kot xska.haha

9.org kutuk2 brg ak.

ee..suka hati ak la ak nak bli apa pun!

kacau duit hg ka?

x kn?

10.pakai baju ketat + singkat.

ak dah la gumuk,nak plak ak pakai baju cam 2.

hahaha.

2nd day~

10 things i love?hmmm...

1.my phone of course!

haha.kalo xda ni,leh mati kebosanan ak!

lgpun cmna org2 penting nak contact ak kn? :)

2.my toshi2.

kalo xda cmna ak nak update blog,

nak on9 fb,nak bla..bla..bla..

3.my own bed.

ak sgt susah nak tido kat tmpt baru.

kalo kat umah cepat je...

4.my specky!

ni y first wat pkai duit sendiri.

so..sayang lebih la.hee. :)

5.my money.

hahaha.walaupun ak boros,ak syg duit ak k!

agak berkira la...

6.my brooch.

mcm2 warna ada.

tp byk y dah hilang. =..='

beli pakai duit sendiri.hee.

ak,dayah n ayu mmg ska singgah kat kedai2 brooch ni.

singgah je la kn....bajet xda! >.<

7.my ladybird.

keychain je la.

untung la kn ak nak pgg betul2.

penakut!hahaha

8.my shoes.

ok..mmg ak akan pakai smpai lunyai abs la kasut2 ak.

xpcya tya housemate ak.

dah daif benar kasut2 ak.

xpa,dlm perancangan nak tambah koleksi lg.hee. ^^

9.my hacks wrappers.

ye..pembalut gula2 hacks tu..

ada la org bg..

10.ok..sumpah blur!

xtaw nak jwb lg dah..

first day~

10 things about me?

ok..small matter!

1.ak xska nama ak dieja dgn salah!hee.

bg y baru knl ak xda la kisah sgt.

tp kalo dah lama knl,sentap gak la kn.

nur syuhaidah amir fadzil ok? :)

2.talkative.

yes!im a chatterbox!

ak ni terlebih ramah kot?

3.hot-tempered.

agak panas baran.but still ikut keadaan la.

kalo situasi tu mmg salah ak,xkn ak nak mrh2 xtentu psl kn?

4.pemalas.

y ni rsnya org2 terdekat dah taw kot?

hee.ak sgt2 pemls.

esp bab2 nak wat assignment or tutorial.

so to my teammates,

sorry! :)

5.kuat makan!

hahaha.thats why badan ak cmni.

gumuk2 gitu.xdanya tembam dah cmni haa.

ini namanya gumuk!

6.homesick!

ok..walaupun kampus cuma stgh jam dr imah ak. =..='

kem plkn ak dulu pun xdala jauh sgt!

45 minit ada kot!

kmpg ak pun dekat jee....

tp still gak homesick!

7.cepat terasa.

ak sgt2 sensitif.tmbh2 bab2 terasa dgn kwn.

mmg ak la y emo kn?hee.

8.suka berjalan.

mmg kena la kn ak amik tourism ni.

haha.tp xdala ak minat sgt pun,coz kami p trip still kena wat keja.

ak ska jalan2 x wat apa,

just enjoy the moment!

9.boros.

ok.sangat boros actually!

haha.just bought myself a pair of shoe few days ago.

ok!ok!im telling the truth!2pairs actually.heee. :)

10.kuat tido!

sgt2 kuat tido.

ptg ak tido

mlm ak tido.

dlm klas ngantok cam x tido! =..='

challenge?

this thing ak dapat dr zatie 

its called 10 days challenge

now!

im currently in kulim

back for just 2 days

still have something to settle here

plus,

few days ago when i talked to my mom thru the phone

she sounded so sick

demam lg la tu....

so

i decided to come home!

yesterday n today

something happened yesterday

idk if i should post it here =..='

but then

something will happen today

haha

idk also if i should post it here!

cam bongok la kn?

lembik ja terasa

mls nak wat apa pun la

baru first week

dah ada assigment

oh gossshhh.....

help me! 

still new~

phew!

bosan.

minggu first,nothing much happened.

even blm abis lg pun minggu ni! :)

byk klas cancel.

so

xtaw lg cne situasi utk sem ni.

jadual sgt pack!

gap makin kurang.

less time for me to rest la ye.

nvm,

need to give more effort la this sem.

the subjects r really freaking me out! :(