love.live.life

love.

sgt hepi dan lega bila tgk zatie skang.

no more tears,

especially bila tgk her smile. :)

thanx to azim for making her happy.again.

i pray the best for both of u.

sincerely,

edaHERRYs.

syukur.thanx ya!

alhamdulillah.thanx for everything.

thanx for the chance.again.

zatie..thanx for the unending support. 

hope u r happy with ur new love. :)

*hairy..thanx k?

this i promise u.

camni ke kawan?huh,kawan ke?

kawan ni ada mcm2 jenis.

kwn baik,kwn rapat,kwn biasa.

mcm2 la.tp ada gak y xpatut dpt title kawan tu!

kita kenal org tu bapa lama sekalipun,blm tentu dia kwn kita.

bila2 masa ja leh tikam blkg kita.

depan puji kita melambung,blkg maki kita berkarung!

dr skolah,sampai plkn.

skang kat u lak.

dah mcm2 perangai manusia ak tgk.

mak ak slalu pesan

"kawan,kawan jugak.tp duit kena jg."

=..='

*bila la leh lepak dgn kwn?

rindu depa..

zatie,fatin ,huda...suma2 la!



if i wasnt me

thanx for the words,zatie.

tears falling down while reading ur post.

im not strong enough to face this alone.

if i wasnt me..

i wont have all these.

family,frens.

i thank ALLAH for everything that i have.

if i wasnt me..

for sure ill have a very hard time imagining myself and hairy.together.

bcoz...

*first,everything that i like wont be his favourite.seriously!

he will cut my words each time ill try to praise faizal tahir.

never got angry bout that.he's far more important than FT. :)

*second,he'll questions everything that i dream of.

i want to have err,this thing..nvm!

i want to have this thing from cameron.

then,he'll ask "nak watpa?"

and i was like =..='

c'mon!im a girl,u should understand.

girls do like that kind of stuffs! :)

*third,u wont believe that he's my boyfie.

till now,i still feel that im not right for him.

he deserves other pretty girl.

if he wants to. 

*lastly,he's not the 'sweet' type.

haha.sometimes he does.

but very seldom.

he once said "y slalu duk syg2 ni la cepat putus!"

hmm..ok!xslalu syg2 dah k? :)

~whoever u r after this,ill always be by ur side.i promise!

no matter how rebel to each other we are,

couples are meant to be like that.

to complete each other.

everybody : happy! me : ?

suma org tgh hepi2 skang.

hm..ak?ntah la..

phone xbunyi.

xda org call.xda org sms.

sedihnya. =..='

imissu already.

zatie mst tgh hepi.

kwn2 lama pun tgh hepi.

dpt wat degree.dpt masuk u.

the truth is,

i envy all of u.

yelaa..ak xpandai.

dpt matriks pun kos 2tahun.

sapa la nak student badlishah dpt add math D? :(

bila ak tgh sedih,tgk org lain hepi wat ak makin sedih.

no one is by my side.im all alone.its ok,im getting used to it.

.REDHA.

rasanya ni je la jalan terbaik.

redha.byk2 sabar.

walaupun lg senang ckp dr wat kn?

hmm..terpaksa jugak hadapi benda ni.

tiap2 benda ada turun naik.

maybe ni masanya ak turun.

skang ni,ak byk ingatkan diri ttg benda2 y elok je.

xmaw pk time gadoh2,nangis2.

yeke ak ni x memahami?

maybe laa..

im selfish!believe me..

at this moment,i do hate myself!

coz i cant hate u!

*hairy..org ingat lg,

cna susah payah dia tlg org selama ni.

dtg penang semata2 nak hantar pendrive.

pinjamkan laptop.

org selfish,org xpenah phm dia.

org hargai dia berubah demi org.

org mintak maaf.org mintak peluang.

utk y kesekian kalinya.

i love u forever,

but forever is over.

really?i  hope not.

i dont wanna say goodbye,coz that word is not meant for u.

"no regrets in choosing u.u r the best decision ive made.i just forgot.i need u to stay by my side,yt."

class trip!

this sem ada 2 trips!

trip perak i got the chance to be in the tourist group.

trip terengganu i had to be one of the tour guides.

hahaa.me?tour guiding?

fail!like seriously fail!

so now,

i know that tourism is so not my style!

woahaha.

 trip perak is fun!

we stayed at 2 hotels for 2 nite.

b4 this,mmg ak xpenah stay hotel.

since study tourism baru la ada pengalaman.

i admit!

im not from a wealthy family.but at least i have a good one. :)

the 1st nite,we went to gerbang malam.

its like uptown laa.

but it is so much different than jonker walk.

crowded place is not my place.

but uptown is another story!hee. :)

nothing much for me at GM,in fact i dont really shop there.

but ive bought a really nice ring.

for him!

overall the trip was fun!

the guides ok,well..

my classmates!

not much problem we have there. :)

thanx guys!

trip terengganu.aww!

do i have to tell it here?

haha.

ok laa..ok!

even that i still hope i can do it all over again.

i didnt perform well.

sucks migt be the perfect word to have me as ur guide.

sorry guys!

my heart dont belong here in tourism.

i love other thing.

just like aiman love photography.

~oh!trip ni dah abis few weeks ago.

sorry for the delay in updating the blog! 

ahaa.bajet cam ramai sgt y bc.

n also..i might left few points bout the trips.

its been a while :)

salam..

masyaALLAH.

berhabuk x blog ni?

haha.yess!

i admit!

mood utk ber-blog-ging agak kurang.

coz of loads of works need to be done.asap!

perhaps.

insyaALLAH lps ni,

ak akan lbh rajin ye!

dah bapa lama xblogwalking.

huu.